I feared the worse for most of my life
I feared the truth would never show face
I feared the life, the strength I would need
I feared the future and all that it brings.
I want this like I want to believe in myself
I want to be a parent with internal strength
I want love to be loved, to have loved, all the same
I want this to be mine and his and ours, no blame
Unless its not meant to be
Unless its not for you and me
Unless its not my dream, oh, how it is
Unless its not mine to be
I wish I could have it here
Unless its better not, oh, how it is
