Sitting here hiding in gloom, the shadows surround me
The TV ignores my mood, right now I just don't know
How these emotions grow as the sun sets to rise
I attempt to sleep through it, and just shut my eyes
But insecurity stays
And my thoughts and ridiculous anger keeps me awake.
And I can see, through these tears, I am just wasting my time
I can feel that you don't understand what's going on inside my mind
And as rational feelings get replaced by blame
And the love that scores through me, gets replaces by hate
I know I am alone
And I am going to spend my whole life just wanting to know....
Is this all life has get to give me?
Are all my choices deemed to make me feel this way?
I need to break free, but can't make it,
To leave, and to face it
I need to be loved in the way I am requesting.
But the light comes around and we breathe, and we move on and over
Sometimes I want to just scream, but can't even do that
I don't know who you are still I chain you to me
I don't want to be in this, nor want to be free
Maybe that's what we share
But we're so brave to argue but to admit that we're still scared is a dream.
